There is a line between friendship and love, where is it, how to draw it? You know there is something when you start doing things for the other person without expecting anything in return, when you simply want to offer all that you have, perhaps win the person's presence at most. Not even his heart, just his presence. At times like these, I feel so pathetic. That I need love. It makes me feel desperate and needy and at a loss of what to do. I don't know what to do.

I am opening up to this space, letting myself be vulnerable. Exposing my secrets to this world. There are too many secrets I would like to keep to myself. I will release them slowly.